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Wednesday, April 5th, 2006

Time:7:53 pm.
Hello.
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Sunday, December 25th, 2005

Time:1:35 am.
Merry Christmas you bastards!
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Monday, October 31st, 2005

Time:2:56 pm.
And you, stop having a fucking dig at me you stupid cunt. If you've got something to say you know where I am, say it to me. I'd do the same to you if you ever took any notice. Grow the fuck up.
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Time:2:52 pm.
God, do you ever just get to the point where you can't be bothered to give a shit any more?
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Time:11:04 am.
I'm skiving uni today. The reason for this is I only got about three hours' sleep last night. Lately I've been sleeping much better than usual, mainly because I've been stripping my bedroom walls and it's bloody hard work so I've been exhausted. Last night I was woken up at 1:30 by a helicopter practically trying to land in my back garden. This usually means someone has escaped from the prison and is hiding in our hedge. It was actually a bit scary for a while. Then I couldn't get back to sleep, which was just as well because my Dad decided to get up at 4:30 and have a shower before work. What's with that? So by 7am when I had to get up it just wasn't happening and now I'm here doing nothing. It's actually the first lecture of this module that I've missed so I'm not feeling too bad about it, I'm so hard on myself sometimes, I get really worked up if I don't do something I'm supposed to. It doesn't stop me missing things though.
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Saturday, October 29th, 2005

Time:5:17 pm.
Do you ever feel like your life is like The Truman Show? The Laura Hall Show, I guess it's a bit of an arrogant way of thinking. I don't actually believe the whole world revolves around me, it's just sometimes hard to believe that all the things that have happened to me are all coincidences. Sometimes things happen just at the right time, or just at the wrong time, and I get this sense of being laughed at. I don't believe in fate at all, nor do I believe in God or any kind of supreme being or force, but I can totally understand why people do at times. If you believe that everything that happens is meant to be then it makes some things easier to accept, and I suppose it gives people hope.

A little boy at work today came up to me and said "where'd you get that mask?". I wasn't wearing a mask. I think his Dad put him up to it because he was sat behind him, sniggering. By the time the kid left though he was calling me a beautiful princess. I wish I could charm everyone so easily.

It's my Dad's birthday today and he and Mum are going bowling with some friends, and then bringing everyone home for a Chinese. Now there are some good points to this. Well, one good point: there may be left over food. The bad thing is Dad's friends are mostly complete arseholes. One of them is married to this woman called sally who is the most irritating woman on the planet. I first met her when I was in hospital and my first thought was "aren't I sufferring enough already?". She's one of those people who you can't really explain, you have to know her to understand the anger she provokes. And I don't think I'm really a very angry person. She kept promising to bring me a TV and other luxuries but never did, she'd just keep popping in to irritate me every now and then, just to be a bit nosey and get in the way. Last time she came round she decided to barge into my room without asking. I don't even know the woman. I know tonight she's going to ask me loads of really personal questions, and I'm going to make up some huge stories in preparation to see how much I can offend her. Either that or just tell her to fuck off and mind her own business, cheeky fucking cow.

Luckily I'm going to be out for most of the night; I'm going to watch Saw 2. Bet y'all can't wait for my amazing review. Apart from Simon and Rachel who have probably seen it about five times already, jammy bastards. I shouldn't watch horror films at the cinema because I get too drawn in by them and I get really scared. Last one I saw (I'm not saying what because it's embarrassing) I was shaking and felt physically sick. Didn't help that it was freezing cold but I kept thinking there was some guy in the row behind me who was about to stick a knife through my head. I do love it though.

I hope you are all well. I'm going to try and sort out AIM so I can talk to people properly! In the mean time you are allowed to email me or something, you know! Bloody bastards.
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Time:2:26 pm.
Well it could be worse. I could be just about to serve a bunch of disgusting noisy children food, dressed as a fat witch.
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Friday, October 28th, 2005

Time:1:32 pm.
It's National Chocolate Day today. I am celebrating by eating as much chocolate as is physically possible without being sick. Because my stomach is amazing. Not so much from the outside. My mum bought me a pick'n'mix which really cheered me up.

Tomorrow I have to dress up like a witch for work. I love dressing up! Oh my God, I'm so easily pleased!
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Time:9:48 am.
Right then, hotmail is already fucking me off a treat. For some reason any emails I send are taking ages to get to people, or their emails are taking ages to get to me. I now have a gmail account where you can contact me if you need to: lauravhall@gmail.com
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Thursday, October 27th, 2005

Time:8:07 pm.
I posted my application form today. If I don't hear anything by next week I know I've been unsuccessful, as the assessments start in two weeks. It's a bit weird really, I know I've done everything I can now and I just have to wait. I've never really had to wait for anything important to me before, I never gave enough of a shit about my exam results or anything like that. I've never applied for a real job where there's a good chance I won't get it. And although in a way it'll make things easier if I don't get in (because I won't have to make any big decisions regarding uni) I'll be really disappointed. I know I'm capable of doing the job and I had more than enough good things to put in my application, but I also know there will be people who will get chosen ahead of me. I know it'll make me feel really shit about myself if they don't pick me. I suppose there's no use worrying about it yet.

I'm starting to decorate my room tomorrow. There's something really satisfying about scraping paper off the walls. It's good to have something productive to do as well. And it's also a good excuse to put off doing any more boring reading.

I'm sure I had something interesting to say.
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Time:6:29 pm.
How do you get loads of comments? Everyone else always seems to, and not always to interesting posts either. Maybe pornographic images would help boost my ratings.
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Time:3:53 pm.
Eight weeks 'til Christmas everyone. There, I said it. I never really understand people who moan about Christmas. I know it can be really tasteless and a waste of money as far as the shops are concerned, but I just love the whole atmosphere. I think Christmas Day is the one day that hasn't changed for me since I was a child and I doubt it ever will, we always do the same things. You get the day off work unless you're one of the very unlucky people. I think Christmas Day would be what I'd do if it were my last day on Earth. Being with the people you love, stuffing your face with amazing food, lounging around watching old episodes of Only Fools and Horses. I can't imagine anything better to be honest, and I'm looking forward to it. Don't bother telling me that Christmas is the time when most people kill themselves, it's not my fault there are miserable bastards in the world.
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Monday, October 24th, 2005

Subject:This is not really, this-a-this-this is not really happen-a-hiiiiiing...
Time:6:08 pm.
Well I never. Few teething problems with NTL, ie them being shit. Today my phone decided to stop being able to send text messages or make calls. I'm less than impressed and some innocent employee is going to wish he didn't work for o2 today. At least I can actually contact people online now, although I don't even have a personal email address yet. I must have a hotmail one but I never use it so I think I have sorting out to do. It's weird not having my buddy list in the corner of the screen, it doesn't feel like I'm actually online. I doubt I'll be spending much time on here now except to read LJ and to go on the IMDb!
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Friday, October 21st, 2005

Time:12:10 am.
:(
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Thursday, October 20th, 2005

Time:5:43 pm.
I did something a bit out of character and dragged myself to the ambulance station. Gave myself a good kick up the arse. It was actually really useful even though I only spent about half an hour there. I've never really had my heart set on doing anything before and it's scared me a bit.
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Time:3:15 pm.
Today I have really been enjoying reading past friends' entries, going waaay back. It's really interesting. Someone had written something that made me go 'yeahh, you know, you're right, yeah'. I might put in some quotations from all your journals and see if you can guess what you wrote ;)
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Time:2:42 pm.
I do get what I deserve sometimes. This morning when I woke up feeling like poo my first thought was "brilliant, I feel like shit, I don't have to do anything today!" and now I want to go to my open day but every time I stand up I feel like I'm about to pass out. I think I made myself ill by getting wound up and not sleeping. I can't even eat anything. Anyone who knows me will understand how bad I must feel to not want food. I need someone to come and look after me. Please. I did get out of uni and work today though which has to be a good thing. Oh I do feel guilty but not really that much. I'm going back to bed :)
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Time:12:07 pm.
I had an odd dream last night. A few actually but one I remember more clearly. I had been arrested for a muder I didn't commit, but I had a school trip to go on so I had to have a police officer to accompany me on the bus. We went to this big old house and my friends thought it would be hilarious to swap these ornamental loaves of bread around. I wasn't allowed to go swimming there because I couldn't be trusted. Then I had to go downstairs with the police officer. My friends said he was falling in love with me so I had to pretend to like him because this was my chance of getting let off for this murder. I didn't do it. So I was writing all these letters, but then suddenly I was writing them for a woman instead and I remember thinking "I'd be great as a man, I'm so damn smooth" but I was at my granparents' house and they kept wanting me to go and sit with them. Then I saw this guy I used to work with and I offered him a lift in my mum's brand new car but I couldn't drive it properly, even time I tried to break the car wouldn't stop properly. I can't remember much else apart from listening to good music.
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Time:11:22 am.
And apparently my password is too easy to guess. Go on, everyone have a go, I'll give you an hour and if you can get in I'll give you a prize.
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Time:11:21 am.
I'm poorly :(
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